Journal:2009-01-14/Kai's Log2
Kai's Journal |
14 January, 2009 |
Kai's Journal | |
| Kai's 2nd Log | |
| 2009-01-14
I'm having trouble sleeping lately, keep waking up in the middle of the night and it is always the same dream. I'm falling and right before I hit the ground, I wake. Not sure if it has anything to do with my encounter with the "leggy roof jumper" (LRJ for short), but the self-conscious has a way of making our inner most thoughts or fears bubble to the surface. I've tried meditation, jogging, working out and practicing martial arts as a way to center myself but I guess the negative chi is still finding its way back. I will continue to study and follow the tenants of Taoism as I struggle though this and know that I will find a solution. I have faith and will focus on the positives of my life rather than dwell on the negatives because right now my glass if more than half full if one was to look at it from the outside. I'm living in Oahu, Hawaii and just found not only one but two jobs at different Holistic Medicine clinics. One is right here in Honolulu not far from the downtown core and the other is on the North Shore. So I get to work three days in each clinic and get Sundays off. Pretty good start so far and I'm pretty confident I passed the state certification exam on Monday so I should be ready to start by next week. I also just purchased a used car and I'll need one to get to the clinic on the North Shore, not to mention drive out to Turtle Bay to see the "incorrigible one" (IO). Oh and I've decided to use nicknames for everyone I mention in my journal just in case I misplace it. Wouldn't want this falling into the wrong hands, eh? Yeah, yeah I know I'm probably being a bit paranoid but you can never be too careful in my line of work, well the other line of work that I do anyways. We shall call it my true calling for the purposes of this log. I also met this person, whom shall be known as "Kitana" the other day who may be able to help me with the LRJ and she seems to be in the know. Hopefully things will pan out after making first contact with "community" here and it seems like fate has a funny way of tangling me in it's web because I've met more than a fair share of "community" members already it seems. I'm pretty sure, well very certain that IO is one as well but I haven't really brought it up. In fact I think I'm avoiding it like a Klingon ship full of Tribbles because things have been going so well. I think I might have just figured out why I'm feeling imbalanced lately and I must mediate further on this. Log out. - Kai | |
